Have You Ever?

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Have you ever slit your wrists

just to see the blood flow,

to let you know that you are alive?

Have you ever popped the pills,

hopping you wont wake in the

morning?

Have you ever gone to bed with someone

you knew would try and kill you while you slept,

hoping he would?

Have you ever stuck the needle in

and prayed to God that this batch

would kill you?

Have you ever taken

the whole bottle of morphine

just to drink the liquid charchole at the hospital?

Have you ever cursed the ones that come in and save you?

Have you ever given your heart to someone with the promise

that they will cherish it,

just to have them kill it?

Have you sat there and let them do it,

wishing that you really would die,

and not just go on,

empty on the inside?

I have.